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Hi Folks It's me Anumod Kunnumpurath. Born as the 2nd son of poor farmer of late Mr. Mathew Kunnumpurath and Alice at Mattara, Kannur, Kerala. on  30th of July 1979.  And I grew up along with my two brothers. I had my primary education at the Govt. LP School Mattara which was a two kilometer walk from my home. After that i was admitted in Charis UP School for Upper Primary, as there was no high school nearby. During my schooling from seventh to tenth standard, i had to walk for more than 5 km to  St. Thomas High School to and fro. As a young boy, I did not have any opportunity to taste even the simplest joys of childhood like other children of my age. As my family used to live in utmost poverty and misery, the memory of my childhood is only that of pain and hunger. My family condition was in such bad situation due to my father's drinking habit, sometimes we slept under the Kasumave(out side home). After passing the SSLC examination, I joined in the se

I'm SICK I'm tired .... I can't wake up today! My face looks dull and tired, My mouth is wet, my throat is dry, I've counted many chicken pox I've counted still more chicken pox, Oh my God my face looks horrible I cough and sneeze and gasp and choke, My nose is cold, my toes are numb. My neck is stiff, my voice is weak, I hardly whisper when I speak. I pray to you, O LORD, in the time of my agony Have mercy on me, Your compassion, Your grace and Your love, make me whole and well again.

Life is a constant Challenge... Have you ever observed the behaviour of birds in the face of adversity??????? For days and days they make their nests, sometimes gathering materials brought from far away and when they have completed the nest and are ready to lay eggs, the weather or the work of humans or some animal, destroys it, and it falls to the ground... All that they have done with so much effort.... Do they stop? Bewildered and leave the work??? No way.... they start over building the nest again and again until they have eggs in the nest again...Sometimes, and very often before the chicks are hatched, an animal, a child or storm destroys the nest once again...but, this time with its valuable contents. It hurts to go back to begin again....Even so, birds do not ever stop, they continue to sing and build and keeps singing and building.... Do you sometimes get the feeling that your life, your work, your family is not what you have dreamed?? Do you sometimes want to

Do you feel unimportant? Do others seem to ignore you all the time as if you never existed? Whether it is due to our upbringing, or present failures in life, low self-esteem is due to the deception of thinking we are not as good, or lucky, as others are. Once this lie is framing our mindset, we are bound for failure in everything we endeavor, because our thought patterns are messed up. And it is right there, at the root of the problem, that we have to confront this lie. 3 Major Mistakes People With Low Self-Esteem Make That Mess up Their Thought Life   1.- Making their self-worth depend on other people’s opinion. Your worthiness does not depend on what others think of you, it only depends on what God thinks of you. He created every human being for an awesome and fulfilled life, and He doesn’t make exceptions. He certainly doesn’t create failures. 2,- Looking for something acceptable within themselves. People who try to find worthiness in themselves are looking in